Mortality

I am having rather morbid thoughts...thinking about death...buit not really in a morbid way. If I died this instant, what would happen? Who would come to my funeral? What would happen to my horses, cats, dog? What would Kevin do with all of my crap? What would happen with the art orders I haven't completed yet? Would my paintings be worth more? Could Kevin sell them to fund the kids' college? Would anyone love my truck as much as I do?
Cool truck, eh?
Where would I be buried? Would my family respect my wish to be cremated even though they don't agree? Who would notify all of my internet pals? Would someone buy my clothes at Goodwill? Would Coourtney keep showing Taylor without me? Would Taylor notice I was missing from her life? Would anyone ever watch all my horse show videos from years past? Who would eat my stockpile of ravioli and pretzels? Would my students miss me? Would they cancel school for my funeral? Would I see Skamper in heaven?
I miss Skamper! 1988-2002, may she rest in peace!
Would Kevin marry again? Would his next wife be neater? Who would keep my computer? In 20 years would anyone remember me?