Sad, bad news

Well, Fruit was ultrasounded yesterday and she is empty...no baby. Somehow she lost the baby within the first two months of pregnancy. I am devastated. I think after this baby (if there ever is one) will be my last. I just don't have the deep pockets or finances it takes to do this on a regular basis and be able to absorb the costs of the bad years.



That is Fruit, standing her her pasture...not pregnant :-[

I am working hard not to let this totally get me down and ruin my weekend. It is finally SUNNY and 70 degrees, I have to be happy and enjoy this day.

I promise, the next post will be positive!!!!!